dahil nandyan ka nga...pero parang wala

"alien always and always present, it never leaves me, a dumb, invinsible, bodiless presence, constant witness to my life. it does not talk to me but i, at times, hear what its silence tell me: that afternoon you began to be yourself - when you discovered me you discovered your absence, your hollow; you discovered yourself. you now know: you are lack and quest." octavio paz